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When later seems like never & busy seems like an excuse

Wed, 30 Dec 2009 12:41:45 GMT

2 days to 2010. *shrugs*

Well, I'd like to keep it simple. Always do not lose focus of the big aim and take one step at a time.

I've already did my resolutions and kept in undercover. Went out with Angeline and Maryam recently and now waiting for the pics frm her camera. Watched princess & the frog & such.

Looking forward to outings in January with the babes. Its been a long long time since we've met. TIFA & IDA!

Oh yeah & I'm 17. Doesn't make much of a difference but it has been a good wake up call.

All i want for Christmas is you.

Thu, 24 Dec 2009 18:14:39 GMT

I turned 17, thought it took forever to come. But now I feel sorta cool and super estatic about this.

Thanks for all the wishes and stuff people I really feel thankful. I'm 17 only once. I screwed up being 16 but I'll make it up by being 17 and wait for the awesome life ahead.

Have fun with the christmas card making and all that, people. I'm gonna enjoy getting mine. Hee.

Can't wait for awesome outing with Madjukie, Maryam, Atifa & Ida & nadiah (when she comes back).

Super!: Thanks ******! *Big Hug*

Asshole: Aww.

Blind, deaf and stupid piece of crap.

holding on

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 15:53:32 GMT

KimTae Woo. Woots.

Dear Superman. All I need is some courage to hold on.

urges

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 14:43:13 GMT

You're not real. How can I feel like hugging something not real. Sigh.

BIG SHOUTOUT TO LONDON

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 14:38:02 GMT

A day late but still I gotta wish Nadiah a big happy birthday. I never get to feel a whole card with my real heartfelt wishes so here it is babe. check your email pls. Love you. Here's to wishing you with anything you want for your birthday..I give you one wish but you cannot ask me for endless wishes with that one wish!

i smell me money! & plansplansplans.

Tue, 15 Dec 2009 08:07:47 GMT

TOPSHOP sale at Wingtai building, Tampines Road. Ends 20 dec. Open from 12pm to 7 pm

Me and fifah going to check it out this Thursday.

Anw, life's getting mundane & there's only 15 days left to end of december.

I'll be gone to KL from 20-24, Birthday on 25, 26-31 (should be finishing all that school workload)

I've got like 4 days left to chill out completely I guess.MEH. I still got loads of outings with me kiddos and sleepover and both grannys'.

CAN I NOT GO TO KL? Waste my time sia.

Now I can't go for Camp bbq on 21st. Sigh

you're beautiful

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 17:50:36 GMT

lessons from korean drama. lesson #42

Making someone you love to go away is not love.

Have you held on till the end?

my answer: WTF. no. how?

Allahu Akbar

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 16:13:37 GMT

i can't imagine myself being mother-less at an age of 4,5 or 9.

And especially losing a daughter or the love of your life.

Have faith and be strong Abang Herman, Afiqah, Mirza and Luthfi.

death

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 15:12:42 GMT

i woke up today with the most shocking phonecall in my life. my cousin in law passed away leaving behind my cousin and 3 kids aged 9, 5 and 4. To think that someone passed away while you were soundly asleep and dreaming of the hottest Hwang TaeKyung just makes it even scarier.

I think death itself is a pure thing. But the thing that blinds this purity is that how death actually happens so suddenly it leaves you speechless. Like, just tomorrow someone you know might pass away without giving any signs of illness or just any signs before that.

I started wondering, at such a young age like that for my cousin in law to pass away is really a sad thing. She's 36. It makes me wonder if I'd probably be wasting my life away when Im 36. I might have a possibility of dying tomorrow at the unlikeliest of things and I wonder if at the brink of death I'd actually have time to say my thank-yous and sorry-s and I-love-yous to everybody that I know in my life and whether I'd actually be able to think of God before I die.

And it took her death for me to realise that life is really precious and you don't have all the time in the world to waste it. I felt this sudden feeling that I wasted my entire year today when in fact these nephews, niece and cousin of mine would greatly love it if she could live one year longer.

My life took a huge big turn.

Inallilahiwainalillahiraji'un. (We belong to Allah and to Him we shall be returned)

My prayers for everybody, may Allah bless your soul. Amin.

stupid X1 billion

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 08:02:32 GMT

This is a sign.

My thumbdrive screwed up on me yesterday night at 2 am and all my memories and work in 2009 just went with the wind. EVERYTHING disappeared. pictures, music, school documents, convo documents. zomg.

Well then, i take it as a brand new thumbdrive to store 2010 with. ok no.i'm gonna throw that fucked up purple thumbdrive away and get myself a new one.